The time has arrived....

It is not a dream ...I have to face each day with changes...i have to stay strong .... Dis is something i was afraid of my whole life .... to loose her ... but the time has arrived .,, All praised to Allah ... May her soul rest in peace ...It all happened so fast ...to watch her go ...is something that holds my tears (i dont want her to suffer anymore)...She was a mother, grandmother and she 's my BFF ... I'm truly blessed to be raised by her ... It has been almost 2weeks since we lost Arwah ...I'm just so crushed :(

Al- Fatihah buat Arwah Bonda Rahmah..Bte Abdullah
I love you Mak...

Telekung for Lil Princess

My latest collection for our lil princess. age 3-12years ...

Anyone interested please message me inbox @ facebook : donnieguerzo. or sms 0193434518.

Rizq 1st day SK Setiawangsa

Dis is how time flies....


Rizq ..1st day of school....accompanied by his supportive sista..>We were unlike other parents dat would sit and stay in the school till end of day ...we wanted him to be independent so as soon as he got in line in front of his class teacher we left him there .,.. we came back during recess just to see if everything was okey and if he knows his way to the canteen...
Dis time I'm not sure who's taking a break here ...hehehe.... It was not so hard for him to fit in ... He had a few frens from Smart readers Setiawangsa and some frens from Tadika Auza so a matter of getting use to the place...After school we showed him his school bus and made him go back with the bus ...just to get use to it...

Day 2- Hubby had a call to go back to work ... I was quiet worried ... Rizq went on his School bus as early as 6.45am .... I could not visit him during recess cos i didn't have the transport ...n knowing i have 2lil boys with me ... how could i possibly head to SKS... Just hope he'll find his way around...Now time is almost 2pm ....tick tock ..tick tock.... whrs my son???.... I was afraid if he didn't get on the school bus.. and all kinds of things goin on in my mind...and just about 2pm my hero came back...Yes!!! He did it!!! I'm so proud of you my son...

Now ... about 3rd week of school ... Dia da pandai da..start buying stuff... It's not what he buy's but the thought ... He comes home with ice cream and some kropok.. and tell's me ... Please keep dis for Arra... call's his other siblings down and offer them ... I'm touched ... harap2 ...sampai bila2 pun he thinks of them in dat way ...Insyallah...

Mama sentiasa berdoa agar Allah terangkan hati anak2 Mama & sentiasa love one another...

Rizq - Mama loves you a lot ... Belajar rajin- rajin ...so dat i dont need to hang u up the tree ...lol...

New year's Eve lunch @ Fullhouse

Su called - Invited us for lunch @ fullhouse sempena menyambut Alees who had good grades in her studies and back to school.... Since Rizq had his orientation at School early dat morning ...so My fgm took Rayd & Arra to spend dnite at her place>.. down by 2kiddo's, it was a good opportunity...just after the orientation we headed to Jln Yap Kwan Seng ...



Since the Yusri family are all into photography... Dkids had a good time posing... take a look at some of the shoots ..



I must say Ziqr really enjoyed himself... the food was good the company was good ... it was a pleasant afternoon ...just enjoying the time out ... n inviting the new year in a couple of hours..

Thank you Su & Yusri for hosting lunch ... really had a good time... till next outing...Salam.

Rizq -Konvo Tadika Auza 2010

My lil boy ...leaving preskol >>> Hello ... real skol!!!

I am 2- Rayd Ruzayn

Rayd says - I am 2. ....

held @ the Kissa residents...

Ni la dia buah hati PapaChai & Mamawa yg baru balik LiverPool ...penat pun x hilang lagi ...dah buat b'day party pulak utk si kecik ni..

Macam2 Hal.... Ada pulut kuning,Brownie Cheese cake & Ice cream cake...

Just a small get together ...yg penting kiddo's had fun!

Tnx to FGF, FGM & FGS! and all that made this possible..LOve!!!

Mamy Poko Billboard - Rayd Ruzayn

Ni yg di katakan rezki.... Alhamdullilah... Just before raya ..dpt job ni..

Masa Jo( Talent Agent ) called & told me that Rayd was short listed for this ad- i told myself dis is it! Cos dulu dah pernah audition for Drypers... they wanted a crawling baby but he could walk already masa tu u...so x dpt ...

Thn i thought he did well for the pet pet Audition ... hmmm.... no calls after 3days... burn la... but tu la dia ... kalau putus asa memang x dpt la ... I tried for dis Mamy poko audition cos i thought it had more chances ... since they shortlisted to 4 toddles and he had A lil ' japanese looks i shud say..ada la cutting sikit... hehee...

So we went for the audition ...dgn positive energy yg ada ...I strongly believe he will get dis job... true enough... besok tu Jo called n said the client agreed to take Rayd... huhuu... happy la ...apa lagi...

So basically...he didn't get the earlier jobs cos there were somethg better stored for him.. Alhamdullilah...

Mean while at home ... Aunt Dionne check in- for raya holidays... so she was a BIG help thru out this shoot


Okey now ...Client's part/// They wanted to meet Rayd just few days before the shoot .. nak check on size n see him personally./..

Masa otw to the studio, I told Rayd ...nanti sampai Rayd shake hand dgn "Jo" ye & say Hye Jo.....kita sampai kat studio tu ..mcm Star la si Rayd tu ... everyone was looking and giving him all the attention ... n he actually went up to Jo & said Hye JO...lol... so cute ...was a very quick meeting ...the Japanese was happy with him so wait till shooting day ...

jeng..jeng..jeng... hari shooting tu memang mencabar keimanan aku yg berpuasa ...lol...I almost broke fast... lol...cam budak2 ... but i kuatkn semangat n Alhamdullilah i managed to pull thru... penat tu ..

Mula2 dgn shot yg they wanted i was a bit worried if he couldn't do it.. cos sepanjang we rehearsed at home ...he kept saying "TakNak"...so how to get him to do it...hmm...dlm hati berkata ..ni mesti smpai mlm ni...Thn i was asked to leave the studio... kena tunggu kt luar ..sob..sob... but okey ...at least he respond to them.. They bribed him with lollipopS n while i was outside i could hear the cheer and support from Auntie Dionne ...and i started asking myself... WTH r u doing to yr 1 1/2yr old son...kecik2 da kena go work...

they took a break about 1noon ...Rayd took a nap and woke up about 3..had his lunch and started working again about 3.30pm...& I saw the Mamy poko ppl leaving the studio i dah cuak.. they turn n look at me ...they said Your son is Very Professional .... n ...yes they finally got the shot they wanted ...fuhh...!

As we were leaving the studio Rayd was holding this electric toy guitar n wont let go... so funny ... as if to say ... Hey look i did a good job.. no reward ka... so the client let him have it ... he went home happily with the guitar...!

tnx to Dionne... Good Job Dee!

Everyone start asking ...bila billboard nak klua n kat mana... tik tok...tik tok... I pun asked Jo & dia pun x tahu bila the client belum bagi tahu .... tunggu punye tunggu ...last monday ...Fira called & asked - EH.. mamy poko tu Rayd pegang kasut ye ... i said ya... O ok ...It's himla...(excitedly) ...kat tesco xtra shah alam traffic lights .... jap2 aku ambik gmbr ...nanti tag kt FB...

so..tu la dia crita budak mamy poko ...hehehe......dis weeknd kalau sempat we will go & get clearer pics.. !

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Dipagi raya 2010 - Rayd Ruzayn

Budak ni was all so excited bout the songkok & capal...

The best part about dressing him up .. pagi raya was The Sampin .. It was lil tight...n he was actually saying .. tat Ma...ketat... hehehee....

A week before raya he was busy with work...shooting for billboard & casting for tv advert ... so probably a factor of his post...cehh... experience la konon... hehehee.... kecik2 dah go work..

Mama is so proud of u boy!... Happy collecting Duit raya ..>!!!

Tadika Auza Sports Day 2010

Sukaneka,Tadika Auza Taman Sri Keramat 2010.
Held at the Dewan Setiawangsa.


I'm giving credit to this one..Applause to All teachers. It was well organized & the program was not draggy. "The Eye of the tiger " was one of the song whr Rizq would come home from School and start to Youtube so dat he could rehearsed ( SO Cute )..How he asked me what was the title of the melody he was humming.. so dat he could search on youtube.Rizq is somewhr in the middle lane with the blue pompom while Arra is in the left circle with the yellow pompom.


Rizq - Rumah Kuning & Arra - Rumah Biru .

The champ was Rumah Biru- Meanwhile the other 3 houses had equal points, so they had to send a rep and go for penalty ...ceh/// So apalagi ...Rizq took the lead and victory to Rumah Kuning ! ...Jadi Hero la jap Rizq tu ....

I'm glad the kids had


a good time ...even Adik Ziqr ( yg sakit perut masa tu ) & Baby Rayd pun enjoyed... Ada Mingo mingo... tu yg Ziqr ..sakit purut pun hilang sekejap...

Attire By Zaterra Apparel @ Dianne & Jonathan's Wedding.

Fira & I - window shop for our attire to Dianne's wedding ... Concorde KL 17th July 2010...Hmm... Biasa la ..nama pun org perempuan ...First thing is ... what's the theme color ... matching bag & shoes ... mcm2 la ...nak beli ...Koyak la jwpnye....Mujur Ada idea...
Tnx to Mira Fuad of Zaterra Apparel BB Plaza who sponsored our attire for the event.

World cup 2010 - The fever is Back..

Well ... It's back... thank Goodness only one game will be at 2.30am... Kalau x my hubby will be missing je...

tetiba teringat pulak World cup 2002.... ha ...masa ni tgh coating2... so kalau nak klua mkn tu kena survey tempat yg bole tgok bola ...

hmm... mlm ni game da start n it was a waste of time... tetiba rasa cam aku tgh main PS2... boring giler game opening ni...

k la apa2 pun at least thrs a topic most of us can share.

Happy watching...!

..n now my life has changed ,,,,,

wa...dah lama x blog. Betul la tu kata The Beatles " Now my life has changed in oh...so many ways ..." I left my job in Jan..and it feels Damn GOOD about it!..but my maid left about two months ago. She was suppose to leave in july ,., but dia balik cuti ...n there u go ,... like an idiot .." Kak, saya x balik lagi ...eeerrgghhh.... geram gak la ,... sbb bnyk business tergendala.baru nak panaskan enjin..now things are holding me back at home.But never the less..u knw me ..positive .... thinking\\things happened whn it happened and always with a reason.. So I'm a full time HOME MAKER...& I'm a Baker ...lol...I still get orders ..especially during weekends..If i have to go out ..do my field work..ha...Rayd & Ziqr will go to the nursery and ..Cinderella ...rushes home by 12noon.. not midnite ya..cos d'other kiddo's back from kinder.A new helper around dhouse .. i don't think so la... i have a helper who comes once a week,... itu pun dah cukup menyakitkan hati... buat cincai...cincai... ADa je alasan nak balik cepat... fedup tul la... dah la sudah .. .buat je la sendiri...agak2 dah x larat off dlights n off to bed.
Cos, house chores ...IT WILL NEVER END...

Tapi ape pun...d'kids needs me pun kat rmh ni... xpe la ...setahun dua ..they all will be in school . Ada la time sikit.

Apa2 pun ... All in good health.Insyallah.

Wow Putrajaya 2010

Come let's go to Presint 2 Putrajay dis wekend 20th & 21st Feb. My FGS & i will be promoting D'Taste cuppies & Muffins. There will be lots of activities and performance by some well known Artiste accompanied by the Putrajaya Combo.See you All There !

Bonda

The Goodness
The Kindness
& Your Loving Ways…….

You are pure …
Sweet & Beautiful


Bonda,
You were there when I took my first step
Encouraged and guided me
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
You showed me right from my wrong

With you ….Life is so much Brighter
And Happier

Thank you for being a special BONDA to me…


Happy Birthday Bonda!(bonda's birthday 2008.)

Kiddo's at Preskol

There you go ...Arra is so excited going to school ..where else Rizq biasa je ... dia da pergi masa 4yrs old. Ha ..as you can see...Arra memang besar sikit dari Rizq ..seluar dia pun one size bigger thn Rizq..tu la pasal... First day at Skol dah di lantik "CLass Monitor" d'teacher said cos dia paling besar dlm class... hehehee... K ... lil brother Ziqr was also excited seing kuya & ateh going skol..

Mohd Ziqr Uzayr

Precious Holy Quran…


Mohd Ziqr Uzayr named after the Prophet he is The Precious Holy Quran.

Born 3rd -

8th May 2007 … weight 4kg …Fuuhhh… memang unbelievable. … SAKIITTTTTT…. Sgt.
Tapi indescribable …nikmat yang Allah Taala beri pada kaum Hawa. I almost gave up upon delivery … I did mentioned “ B, can we just ask Dr. to operate? “ My Hubby …terdiam kejap…sbb dia tahu I will try my level best … tapi masa tu dah tak sanggup nak push dah … Nasib baik ada incredible Nurse,she was really strong. She helped …push my tummy down sampai la….kluarnye Khalifah Allah yang sangat sempurna.Amin.
I’m blessed ….
Giving birth to Mohd Ziqr Uzayr was unbearable. There must be something behind the extra pain… hehehee…Dah la dia sorang je rambut curly ..hehehe...

Jik Jai ( The way he pronounce hs own name ) … is now 2+ and he speaks the half language well…hehehee... “Ma..Jai nak tut Mama…go work … Ala …Jai nak tut… Ayet (younger brother Rayd ) bobom… (Sleeping) Chak La andi (Helper Ella Mandi ) …” and when you tell him tak boleh… he says this with a special tone ..Takpe la…. Slumber je …
When Ziqr was born, we had a helper by the name of MAR she took care of him till he was about 1 year old. He was much attached to her and he would cling to her most of the time … eerrgghh….not that I was jealous but he would cry …nothing seems to be rite and such a cranky baby.. betul. Nothing would be rite except for MAR.
MAR left when he was about 1+ and that scare me a little. Takut dia rindu kat Mar and all dat… petua org tua2 pun klua la … suruh letak kain Mar bawah bantal la … bla…bla..bla… but I did not … I just buat biasa je … Alhamdulilah Ziqr was okey .Everyone said … He is so much better without Mar. He wants to play on his own, interact with others … He’s a changed person after she left….He is so friendly and he’s not that little “CENGENG BOY"anymore.

I had no choice after MAR left I couldn’t find anyone who would baby-sit him… Thank goodness I found a good nursery … reliable and most important … Clean! Ziqr spend like about 10hours a day there.
But one thing for sure Ziqr memang x tau diam ….ada je … Kalau dlm satu hari don’t know how many times you hear Ziqr….Ziqr … don’t do dat …Jangan Ziqr ….Siapa buat ni …( Siblings : ZIQR ..) semuanye Ziqr la …
ZIco la …JIK JAI la …Dik Udai la …. All the names they call him..
Dia memang Baba’s boy ….sikit ..sikit Baba..Baba… mana tak kalau dengan Ateh and Kuya memang kena bully je..

Today Ziqr is in the Upin & Ipin phenomenon… truly obsessed with it...tak boleh Nampak U& I ...mesti excited giler...

Doa Ziqr tiap malam : “ Ya Allah jadikan Ziqr, Ateh(Arra),Boboy(Rizq) dan(Rayd) Ayet budak yang baik dan pandai,Amin.

“ Ziqr Uzayr ….May you grow up gracefully and be someone respectful ”…
& Your Journey Continueswith Good Health …Insyallah

Apa2 pun adek beradik x bole gaduh...respect one another!

Ingat pesan Mama sampai bila...bila.

Love ..Ma!