The time has arrived....

It is not a dream ...I have to face each day with changes...i have to stay strong .... Dis is something i was afraid of my whole life .... to loose her ... but the time has arrived .,, All praised to Allah ... May her soul rest in peace ...It all happened so fast ...to watch her go ...is something that holds my tears (i dont want her to suffer anymore)...She was a mother, grandmother and she 's my BFF ... I'm truly blessed to be raised by her ... It has been almost 2weeks since we lost Arwah ...I'm just so crushed :(

Al- Fatihah buat Arwah Bonda Rahmah..Bte Abdullah
I love you Mak...

Telekung for Lil Princess

My latest collection for our lil princess. age 3-12years ...

Anyone interested please message me inbox @ facebook : donnieguerzo. or sms 0193434518.

Rizq 1st day SK Setiawangsa

Dis is how time flies....


Rizq ..1st day of school....accompanied by his supportive sista..>We were unlike other parents dat would sit and stay in the school till end of day ...we wanted him to be independent so as soon as he got in line in front of his class teacher we left him there .,.. we came back during recess just to see if everything was okey and if he knows his way to the canteen...
Dis time I'm not sure who's taking a break here ...hehehe.... It was not so hard for him to fit in ... He had a few frens from Smart readers Setiawangsa and some frens from Tadika Auza so a matter of getting use to the place...After school we showed him his school bus and made him go back with the bus ...just to get use to it...

Day 2- Hubby had a call to go back to work ... I was quiet worried ... Rizq went on his School bus as early as 6.45am .... I could not visit him during recess cos i didn't have the transport ...n knowing i have 2lil boys with me ... how could i possibly head to SKS... Just hope he'll find his way around...Now time is almost 2pm ....tick tock ..tick tock.... whrs my son???.... I was afraid if he didn't get on the school bus.. and all kinds of things goin on in my mind...and just about 2pm my hero came back...Yes!!! He did it!!! I'm so proud of you my son...

Now ... about 3rd week of school ... Dia da pandai da..start buying stuff... It's not what he buy's but the thought ... He comes home with ice cream and some kropok.. and tell's me ... Please keep dis for Arra... call's his other siblings down and offer them ... I'm touched ... harap2 ...sampai bila2 pun he thinks of them in dat way ...Insyallah...

Mama sentiasa berdoa agar Allah terangkan hati anak2 Mama & sentiasa love one another...

Rizq - Mama loves you a lot ... Belajar rajin- rajin ...so dat i dont need to hang u up the tree ...lol...

New year's Eve lunch @ Fullhouse

Su called - Invited us for lunch @ fullhouse sempena menyambut Alees who had good grades in her studies and back to school.... Since Rizq had his orientation at School early dat morning ...so My fgm took Rayd & Arra to spend dnite at her place>.. down by 2kiddo's, it was a good opportunity...just after the orientation we headed to Jln Yap Kwan Seng ...



Since the Yusri family are all into photography... Dkids had a good time posing... take a look at some of the shoots ..



I must say Ziqr really enjoyed himself... the food was good the company was good ... it was a pleasant afternoon ...just enjoying the time out ... n inviting the new year in a couple of hours..

Thank you Su & Yusri for hosting lunch ... really had a good time... till next outing...Salam.

Rizq -Konvo Tadika Auza 2010

My lil boy ...leaving preskol >>> Hello ... real skol!!!

I am 2- Rayd Ruzayn

Rayd says - I am 2. ....

held @ the Kissa residents...

Ni la dia buah hati PapaChai & Mamawa yg baru balik LiverPool ...penat pun x hilang lagi ...dah buat b'day party pulak utk si kecik ni..

Macam2 Hal.... Ada pulut kuning,Brownie Cheese cake & Ice cream cake...

Just a small get together ...yg penting kiddo's had fun!

Tnx to FGF, FGM & FGS! and all that made this possible..LOve!!!

Mamy Poko Billboard - Rayd Ruzayn

Ni yg di katakan rezki.... Alhamdullilah... Just before raya ..dpt job ni..

Masa Jo( Talent Agent ) called & told me that Rayd was short listed for this ad- i told myself dis is it! Cos dulu dah pernah audition for Drypers... they wanted a crawling baby but he could walk already masa tu u...so x dpt ...

Thn i thought he did well for the pet pet Audition ... hmmm.... no calls after 3days... burn la... but tu la dia ... kalau putus asa memang x dpt la ... I tried for dis Mamy poko audition cos i thought it had more chances ... since they shortlisted to 4 toddles and he had A lil ' japanese looks i shud say..ada la cutting sikit... hehee...

So we went for the audition ...dgn positive energy yg ada ...I strongly believe he will get dis job... true enough... besok tu Jo called n said the client agreed to take Rayd... huhuu... happy la ...apa lagi...

So basically...he didn't get the earlier jobs cos there were somethg better stored for him.. Alhamdullilah...

Mean while at home ... Aunt Dionne check in- for raya holidays... so she was a BIG help thru out this shoot


Okey now ...Client's part/// They wanted to meet Rayd just few days before the shoot .. nak check on size n see him personally./..

Masa otw to the studio, I told Rayd ...nanti sampai Rayd shake hand dgn "Jo" ye & say Hye Jo.....kita sampai kat studio tu ..mcm Star la si Rayd tu ... everyone was looking and giving him all the attention ... n he actually went up to Jo & said Hye JO...lol... so cute ...was a very quick meeting ...the Japanese was happy with him so wait till shooting day ...

jeng..jeng..jeng... hari shooting tu memang mencabar keimanan aku yg berpuasa ...lol...I almost broke fast... lol...cam budak2 ... but i kuatkn semangat n Alhamdullilah i managed to pull thru... penat tu ..

Mula2 dgn shot yg they wanted i was a bit worried if he couldn't do it.. cos sepanjang we rehearsed at home ...he kept saying "TakNak"...so how to get him to do it...hmm...dlm hati berkata ..ni mesti smpai mlm ni...Thn i was asked to leave the studio... kena tunggu kt luar ..sob..sob... but okey ...at least he respond to them.. They bribed him with lollipopS n while i was outside i could hear the cheer and support from Auntie Dionne ...and i started asking myself... WTH r u doing to yr 1 1/2yr old son...kecik2 da kena go work...

they took a break about 1noon ...Rayd took a nap and woke up about 3..had his lunch and started working again about 3.30pm...& I saw the Mamy poko ppl leaving the studio i dah cuak.. they turn n look at me ...they said Your son is Very Professional .... n ...yes they finally got the shot they wanted ...fuhh...!

As we were leaving the studio Rayd was holding this electric toy guitar n wont let go... so funny ... as if to say ... Hey look i did a good job.. no reward ka... so the client let him have it ... he went home happily with the guitar...!

tnx to Dionne... Good Job Dee!

Everyone start asking ...bila billboard nak klua n kat mana... tik tok...tik tok... I pun asked Jo & dia pun x tahu bila the client belum bagi tahu .... tunggu punye tunggu ...last monday ...Fira called & asked - EH.. mamy poko tu Rayd pegang kasut ye ... i said ya... O ok ...It's himla...(excitedly) ...kat tesco xtra shah alam traffic lights .... jap2 aku ambik gmbr ...nanti tag kt FB...

so..tu la dia crita budak mamy poko ...hehehe......dis weeknd kalau sempat we will go & get clearer pics.. !