Donnie Guerzo

The time has arrived....

2011-10-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

It is not a dream ...I have to face each day with changes...i have to stay strong .... Dis is something i was afraid of my whole life .... to loose her ... but the time has arrived .,, All praised to Allah ... May her soul rest in peace ...It all happened so fast ...to watch her go ...is something that holds my tears (i dont want her to suffer anymore)...She was a mother, grandmother and she 's my BFF ... I'm truly blessed to be raised by her ... It has been almost 2weeks since we lost Arwah ...I'm just so crushed :(

Al- Fatihah buat Arwah Bonda Rahmah..Bte Abdullah
I love you Mak...

Telekung for Lil Princess

2011-03-15T17:38:00.005+08:00

My latest collection for our lil princess. age 3-12years ...

Anyone interested please message me inbox @ facebook : donnieguerzo. or sms 0193434518.

Rizq 1st day SK Setiawangsa

2011-01-17T22:22:00.006+08:00

Dis is how time flies....

Rizq ..1st day of school....accompanied by his supportive sista..>We were unlike other parents dat would sit and stay in the school till end of day ...we wanted him to be independent so as soon as he got in line in front of his class teacher we left him there .,.. we came back during recess just to see if everything was okey and if he knows his way to the canteen...
Dis time I'm not sure who's taking a break here ...hehehe.... It was not so hard for him to fit in ... He had a few frens from Smart readers Setiawangsa and some frens from Tadika Auza so a matter of getting use to the place...After school we showed him his school bus and made him go back with the bus ...just to get use to it...

Day 2- Hubby had a call to go back to work ... I was quiet worried ... Rizq went on his School bus as early as 6.45am .... I could not visit him during recess cos i didn't have the transport ...n knowing i have 2lil boys with me ... how could i possibly head to SKS... Just hope he'll find his way around...Now time is almost 2pm ....tick tock ..tick tock.... whrs my son???.... I was afraid if he didn't get on the school bus.. and all kinds of things goin on in my mind...and just about 2pm my hero came back...Yes!!! He did it!!! I'm so proud of you my son...

Now ... about 3rd week of school ... Dia da pandai da..start buying stuff... It's not what he buy's but the thought ... He comes home with ice cream and some kropok.. and tell's me ... Please keep dis for Arra... call's his other siblings down and offer them ... I'm touched ... harap2 ...sampai bila2 pun he thinks of them in dat way ...Insyallah...

Mama sentiasa berdoa agar Allah terangkan hati anak2 Mama & sentiasa love one another...

Rizq - Mama loves you a lot ... Belajar rajin- rajin ...so dat i dont need to hang u up the tree ...lol...

New year's Eve lunch @ Fullhouse

2011-01-17T21:40:00.006+08:00

Su called - Invited us for lunch @ fullhouse sempena menyambut Alees who had good grades in her studies and back to school.... Since Rizq had his orientation at School early dat morning ...so My fgm took Rayd & Arra to spend dnite at her place>.. down by 2kiddo's, it was a good opportunity...just after the orientation we headed to Jln Yap Kwan Seng ...

Since the Yusri family are all into photography... Dkids had a good time posing... take a look at some of the shoots ..

I must say Ziqr really enjoyed himself... the food was good the company was good ... it was a pleasant afternoon ...just enjoying the time out ... n inviting the new year in a couple of hours..

Thank you Su & Yusri for hosting lunch ... really had a good time... till next outing...Salam.

Rizq -Konvo Tadika Auza 2010

2010-12-22T02:35:00.003+08:00

My lil boy ...leaving preskol >>> Hello ... real skol!!!

I am 2- Rayd Ruzayn

2010-11-12T15:01:00.003+08:00

Rayd says - I am 2. ....

held @ the Kissa residents...

Ni la dia buah hati PapaChai & Mamawa yg baru balik LiverPool ...penat pun x hilang lagi ...dah buat b'day party pulak utk si kecik ni..

Macam2 Hal.... Ada pulut kuning,Brownie Cheese cake & Ice cream cake...

Just a small get together ...yg penting kiddo's had fun!

Tnx to FGF, FGM & FGS! and all that made this possible..LOve!!!

Mamy Poko Billboard - Rayd Ruzayn

2010-10-08T23:24:00.005+08:00

Ni yg di katakan rezki.... Alhamdullilah... Just before raya ..dpt job ni..

Masa Jo( Talent Agent ) called & told me that Rayd was short listed for this ad- i told myself dis is it! Cos dulu dah pernah audition for Drypers... they wanted a crawling baby but he could walk already masa tu u...so x dpt ...

Thn i thought he did well for the pet pet Audition ... hmmm.... no calls after 3days... burn la... but tu la dia ... kalau putus asa memang x dpt la ... I tried for dis Mamy poko audition cos i thought it had more chances ... since they shortlisted to 4 toddles and he had A lil ' japanese looks i shud say..ada la cutting sikit... hehee...

So we went for the audition ...dgn positive energy yg ada ...I strongly believe he will get dis job... true enough... besok tu Jo called n said the client agreed to take Rayd... huhuu... happy la ...apa lagi...

So basically...he didn't get the earlier jobs cos there were somethg better stored for him.. Alhamdullilah...

Mean while at home ... Aunt Dionne check in- for raya holidays... so she was a BIG help thru out this shoot

Okey now ...Client's part/// They wanted to meet Rayd just few days before the shoot .. nak check on size n see him personally./..

Masa otw to the studio, I told Rayd ...nanti sampai Rayd shake hand dgn "Jo" ye & say Hye Jo.....kita sampai kat studio tu ..mcm Star la si Rayd tu ... everyone was looking and giving him all the attention ... n he actually went up to Jo & said Hye JO...lol... so cute ...was a very quick meeting ...the Japanese was happy with him so wait till shooting day ...

jeng..jeng..jeng... hari shooting tu memang mencabar keimanan aku yg berpuasa ...lol...I almost broke fast... lol...cam budak2 ... but i kuatkn semangat n Alhamdullilah i managed to pull thru... penat tu ..

Mula2 dgn shot yg they wanted i was a bit worried if he couldn't do it.. cos sepanjang we rehearsed at home ...he kept saying "TakNak"...so how to get him to do it...hmm...dlm hati berkata ..ni mesti smpai mlm ni...Thn i was asked to leave the studio... kena tunggu kt luar ..sob..sob... but okey ...at least he respond to them.. They bribed him with lollipopS n while i was outside i could hear the cheer and support from Auntie Dionne ...and i started asking myself... WTH r u doing to yr 1 1/2yr old son...kecik2 da kena go work...

they took a break about 1noon ...Rayd took a nap and woke up about 3..had his lunch and started working again about 3.30pm...& I saw the Mamy poko ppl leaving the studio i dah cuak.. they turn n look at me ...they said Your son is Very Professional .... n ...yes they finally got the shot they wanted ...fuhh...!

As we were leaving the studio Rayd was holding this electric toy guitar n wont let go... so funny ... as if to say ... Hey look i did a good job.. no reward ka... so the client let him have it ... he went home happily with the guitar...!

tnx to Dionne... Good Job Dee!

Everyone start asking ...bila billboard nak klua n kat mana... tik tok...tik tok... I pun asked Jo & dia pun x tahu bila the client belum bagi tahu .... tunggu punye tunggu ...last monday ...Fira called & asked - EH.. mamy poko tu Rayd pegang kasut ye ... i said ya... O ok ...It's himla...(excitedly) ...kat tesco xtra shah alam traffic lights .... jap2 aku ambik gmbr ...nanti tag kt FB...

so..tu la dia crita budak mamy poko ...hehehe......dis weeknd kalau sempat we will go & get clearer pics.. !

2010-09-21T01:45:00.001+08:00

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Dipagi raya 2010 - Rayd Ruzayn

2010-09-12T20:37:00.002+08:00

Budak ni was all so excited bout the songkok & capal...

The best part about dressing him up .. pagi raya was The Sampin .. It was lil tight...n he was actually saying .. tat Ma...ketat... hehehee....

A week before raya he was busy with work...shooting for billboard & casting for tv advert ... so probably a factor of his post...cehh... experience la konon... hehehee.... kecik2 dah go work..

Mama is so proud of u boy!... Happy collecting Duit raya ..>!!!

Tadika Auza Sports Day 2010

2010-07-25T00:35:00.008+08:00

Sukaneka,Tadika Auza Taman Sri Keramat 2010.
Held at the Dewan Setiawangsa.

I'm giving credit to this one..Applause to All teachers. It was well organized & the program was not draggy. "The Eye of the tiger " was one of the song whr Rizq would come home from School and start to Youtube so dat he could rehearsed ( SO Cute )..How he asked me what was the title of the melody he was humming.. so dat he could search on youtube.Rizq is somewhr in the middle lane with the blue pompom while Arra is in the left circle with the yellow pompom.

Rizq - Rumah Kuning & Arra - Rumah Biru .

The champ was Rumah Biru- Meanwhile the other 3 houses had equal points, so they had to send a rep and go for penalty ...ceh/// So apalagi ...Rizq took the lead and victory to Rumah Kuning ! ...Jadi Hero la jap Rizq tu ....

I'm glad the kids had

a good time ...even Adik Ziqr ( yg sakit perut masa tu ) & Baby Rayd pun enjoyed... Ada Mingo mingo... tu yg Ziqr ..sakit purut pun hilang sekejap...

Attire By Zaterra Apparel @ Dianne & Jonathan's Wedding.

2010-07-18T13:43:00.004+08:00

Fira & I - window shop for our attire to Dianne's wedding ... Concorde KL 17th July 2010...Hmm... Biasa la ..nama pun org perempuan ...First thing is ... what's the theme color ... matching bag & shoes ... mcm2 la ...nak beli ...Koyak la jwpnye....Mujur Ada idea...
Tnx to Mira Fuad of Zaterra Apparel BB Plaza who sponsored our attire for the event.

World cup 2010 - The fever is Back..

2010-06-12T00:15:00.003+08:00

Well ... It's back... thank Goodness only one game will be at 2.30am... Kalau x my hubby will be missing je...

tetiba teringat pulak World cup 2002.... ha ...masa ni tgh coating2... so kalau nak klua mkn tu kena survey tempat yg bole tgok bola ...

hmm... mlm ni game da start n it was a waste of time... tetiba rasa cam aku tgh main PS2... boring giler game opening ni...

k la apa2 pun at least thrs a topic most of us can share.

Happy watching...!

..n now my life has changed ,,,,,

2010-04-13T19:43:00.003+08:00

wa...dah lama x blog. Betul la tu kata The Beatles " Now my life has changed in oh...so many ways ..." I left my job in Jan..and it feels Damn GOOD about it!..but my maid left about two months ago. She was suppose to leave in july ,., but dia balik cuti ...n there u go ,... like an idiot .." Kak, saya x balik lagi ...eeerrgghhh.... geram gak la ,... sbb bnyk business tergendala.baru nak panaskan enjin..now things are holding me back at home.But never the less..u knw me ..positive .... thinking\\things happened whn it happened and always with a reason.. So I'm a full time HOME MAKER...& I'm a Baker ...lol...I still get orders ..especially during weekends..If i have to go out ..do my field work..ha...Rayd & Ziqr will go to the nursery and ..Cinderella ...rushes home by 12noon.. not midnite ya..cos d'other kiddo's back from kinder.A new helper around dhouse .. i don't think so la... i have a helper who comes once a week,... itu pun dah cukup menyakitkan hati... buat cincai...cincai... ADa je alasan nak balik cepat... fedup tul la... dah la sudah .. .buat je la sendiri...agak2 dah x larat off dlights n off to bed.
Cos, house chores ...IT WILL NEVER END...

Tapi ape pun...d'kids needs me pun kat rmh ni... xpe la ...setahun dua ..they all will be in school . Ada la time sikit.

Apa2 pun ... All in good health.Insyallah.

Wow Putrajaya 2010

2010-02-18T21:21:00.004+08:00

Come let's go to Presint 2 Putrajay dis wekend 20th & 21st Feb. My FGS & i will be promoting D'Taste cuppies & Muffins. There will be lots of activities and performance by some well known Artiste accompanied by the Putrajaya Combo.See you All There !

Bonda

2010-02-16T18:44:00.004+08:00

The Goodness
The Kindness
& Your Loving Ways…….

You are pure …
Sweet & Beautiful

Bonda,
You were there when I took my first step
Encouraged and guided me
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
You showed me right from my wrong

With you ….Life is so much Brighter
And Happier

Thank you for being a special BONDA to me…

Happy Birthday Bonda!(bonda's birthday 2008.)

Kiddo's at Preskol

2010-01-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

There you go ...Arra is so excited going to school ..where else Rizq biasa je ... dia da pergi masa 4yrs old. Ha ..as you can see...Arra memang besar sikit dari Rizq ..seluar dia pun one size bigger thn Rizq..tu la pasal... First day at Skol dah di lantik "CLass Monitor" d'teacher said cos dia paling besar dlm class... hehehee... K ... lil brother Ziqr was also excited seing kuya & ateh going skol..

Mohd Ziqr Uzayr

2010-01-08T18:44:00.006+08:00

Precious Holy Quran…

Mohd Ziqr Uzayr named after the Prophet he is The Precious Holy Quran.

Born 3rd -

8th May 2007 … weight 4kg …Fuuhhh… memang unbelievable. … SAKIITTTTTT…. Sgt.
Tapi indescribable …nikmat yang Allah Taala beri pada kaum Hawa. I almost gave up upon delivery … I did mentioned “ B, can we just ask Dr. to operate? “ My Hubby …terdiam kejap…sbb dia tahu I will try my level best … tapi masa tu dah tak sanggup nak push dah … Nasib baik ada incredible Nurse,she was really strong. She helped …push my tummy down sampai la….kluarnye Khalifah Allah yang sangat sempurna.Amin.
I’m blessed ….
Giving birth to Mohd Ziqr Uzayr was unbearable. There must be something behind the extra pain… hehehee…Dah la dia sorang je rambut curly ..hehehe...

Jik Jai ( The way he pronounce hs own name ) … is now 2+ and he speaks the half language well…hehehee... “Ma..Jai nak tut Mama…go work … Ala …Jai nak tut… Ayet (younger brother Rayd ) bobom… (Sleeping) Chak La andi (Helper Ella Mandi ) …” and when you tell him tak boleh… he says this with a special tone ..Takpe la…. Slumber je …
When Ziqr was born, we had a helper by the name of MAR she took care of him till he was about 1 year old. He was much attached to her and he would cling to her most of the time … eerrgghh….not that I was jealous but he would cry …nothing seems to be rite and such a cranky baby.. betul. Nothing would be rite except for MAR.
MAR left when he was about 1+ and that scare me a little. Takut dia rindu kat Mar and all dat… petua org tua2 pun klua la … suruh letak kain Mar bawah bantal la … bla…bla..bla… but I did not … I just buat biasa je … Alhamdulilah Ziqr was okey .Everyone said … He is so much better without Mar. He wants to play on his own, interact with others … He’s a changed person after she left….He is so friendly and he’s not that little “CENGENG BOY"anymore.

I had no choice after MAR left I couldn’t find anyone who would baby-sit him… Thank goodness I found a good nursery … reliable and most important … Clean! Ziqr spend like about 10hours a day there.
But one thing for sure Ziqr memang x tau diam ….ada je … Kalau dlm satu hari don’t know how many times you hear Ziqr….Ziqr … don’t do dat …Jangan Ziqr ….Siapa buat ni …( Siblings : ZIQR ..) semuanye Ziqr la …
ZIco la …JIK JAI la …Dik Udai la …. All the names they call him..
Dia memang Baba’s boy ….sikit ..sikit Baba..Baba… mana tak kalau dengan Ateh and Kuya memang kena bully je..

Today Ziqr is in the Upin & Ipin phenomenon… truly obsessed with it...tak boleh Nampak U& I ...mesti excited giler...

Doa Ziqr tiap malam : “ Ya Allah jadikan Ziqr, Ateh(Arra),Boboy(Rizq) dan(Rayd) Ayet budak yang baik dan pandai,Amin.

“ Ziqr Uzayr ….May you grow up gracefully and be someone respectful ”…
& Your Journey Continueswith Good Health …Insyallah

Apa2 pun adek beradik x bole gaduh...respect one another!

Ingat pesan Mama sampai bila...bila.

Love ..Ma!

If -lyrics by Bread

2010-01-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

Something about this song and the lyrics... i really feel it takes me away after singing this tune out...one of those ... dat I like!

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.

And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man (Girl)could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

Who Cares!

2010-01-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

It's 2010...gosh ..i can't believe it ... Tomorrow Rizq &ARRA WILL GO TO pRESKOL.Well it's 3 days after NY but so what 2010??? ...U know dat feeling ...bukan "TAK BERSYUKUR " but i know what u need may not necessary be what i can offer ... I just want a new work environment. Dis is my 8th yr contributing efforts to O&G but ...frust la ... "Who CAres" u think the mngmt cares....hmmm... I need to wake up b brave ... and grab a new chair !

The air that i breathe

2009-11-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

2009-11-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

"Bonda" was the reason ...I started baking.It never came across my mind I'll start baking...It all just happened so fast... baked a few cakes and cuppies ...I started getting orders... So i had not much time to waste .. I had to be fast..Business is at my doorstep...I feel the passion cos one thing for sure I love to see ppl enjoy what i mixed. Even my cooking ...It is very satisfying.

You gotta stay calm and stress free when u start mixing ....It helped me ...It's a therapy.. It's helping me control MY bad Temper..I'm enjoying it ...& Hope you'll enjoy it too... visit www.dtaste.blogspot.com

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dtaste.blogspot.com

2009-10-25T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hye all, Since I've been doing lots of baking lately I decided to create a new blog. If you wish to follow it's dtaste.blogspot.com.Hope to get your support..ya. tnx.

Salam.

Welcome home BONDA'

2009-10-17T21:37:00.003+08:00

Dianne's bday cuppies

For Bonda

It's amazing ... Bonda is home ...she's resting and recovering. . ..Rasa lega ....betul... but it's so fragile ..she needs lots of rest....

This was my first marble cake ... ok la tu ...alhamdullilah ...

Meanwhile it was also Dianne's b'day so i made her some cuppies... but the funny part was i got her age wrongly ..hahahaaa.... apala ...adek sendiri pun x ble ingat ka...?

K...alhamdullilah mostly positive commens ... i'll just have to improve on my drawing ...

till thn ...stay connected.

2009-10-10T11:40:00.006+08:00

for my friends to taste...

Chocolate cake designed by my fgs...lol....we gave this to PPUM nurses wad u12 ..token of appriciation for nursing Bonda.

Today I have discovered a new thing …. It’s one of the ways of expressing…I’m baking cakes …Can u believe it! Cup cakes!!! hehehe …the kiddo’s loved it!….

I’m stressed out since Bonda Rahmah was admitted @ PPUM just before Syawal…
We spend most of our days UP n DOWN …IN & OUT of PPUM.I’m very SAD & worried.Doc. Has diagnosed her suffering from Pneumonia and at the same time she has been a diabetic patient for many years. All my life Bonda has always been the strength for me. Everyone knows her for her good deeds and humble personality. 78Years of her life, she has never been this ill. Today she’ll undergo a major surgery and I pray all will be safe and she’ll get thru. Emotionally effected by this situation … I guess I’m much afraid to loose her. I’m still traumatized by the passing of The Queen of my heart recently.

At this time …how I wished MONEY was not an issue in my life…I could just quit my job …and take care of Bonda.Well…maybe that’s one of the reason why I’m starting to “BAKED”…who knows…
One day …it will be THE Taste , the talk of the town…Thumbs up la …cehh.. …. Everything will change. I believe..With the talent that I have, knowledge and experienced … buat hantaran, hampers, catering, direct selling …rezeki ada dimana2 it’s just how we earn it..

Someone once told me ...” If you are not happy …why live with it”I guess this is true..
(I’m working towards leaving my job…it is the environment …) I need a change! There are better things in life to look forward to…instate of being bullied.

Bersyukur sesangat for what GOD has given me …A Good husband, 4Amazing Kiddo’s …Bonda, My siblings … My FAMILY … I LOVE EVERYONE ...

YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE …and it completes’ my life!

Salam

Our 6th Yr Wed Ann& My 33rd B'Day!

2009-09-27T15:52:00.005+08:00

Fuhh... My beautiful Family....

It is my wedding anniversary & 33rd B'day ... 1st of all i wanted to have a quiet dinner some place romantic la... ( Konon ) but knowing my hubby who's ...so ...so...the opossite ..hmm... second thoughts la pulak ...thn since it's still Raya & we havent had frenz & relative come to dhse ... we thought we'll just have some mkn2 ... and we had ...ALL IN 1 CELEBRATION!...

Although it was not a settle feeling ... cos it's just not the same ...whn Bonda is not around to share the occasion ( She's still in U.h)I miss her...

But it was a supprise whn my Ate Rachel came with a Big Present for me ... tnx Chel.

Thanks to all who came ...hope you guys enjoyed the food ... & apa yg kureng tu ... Ampun maaf di pinta...

Salam.

Raya...

2009-09-24T00:57:00.006+08:00

Hye All, It's been a while since i last blogd.Dis Raya memang tak raya sgt sbb Bonda Rahmah was admitted in U.H last few days of Ramadhan. First, we were all very excited over our " PURPLE TheMe" and dis year raya kat rumah Tok Yan ... ...tetiba all dis happened... so mood raya pun DROP....ped 85%.But never the less ... everything happend for a reason .. today Bonda is recovering ... i hope she'll be home soon... meanwhile my FGM left for GERMAny lastnite ... she would be away for the next one month...

Was suppose to take RIRAZIRA for holiday ...we cancelled our trip... AGAIN ...everything happened for a reason ...it's a blessings ..My sista's Dianne & Rachel came with my two nieces Leana & Ashley we spend the whole day with the kids... took them out to playland ...tnx to Art Chel ...

Tomorrow will visit Bonda ...

Hope Bonda will leave U.H soon to come home with good health!

Insyallah ...

Salam, Stay Connected.

Finally ... The verbal craft class is over ...!

2009-08-24T21:31:00.004+08:00

Fuhh … I’m done with The Verbal Craft Course. A- 48 hour Course took place since March this year…finally …. I graduated on the 20th August 2009. When Andal (Facilitator) told me everyone has to give a speech I was not exited at all. Instate me wanted to back off…. But after thinking it over …why should …after all the trouble …balik lambat …menyusahkan orang lain …all dat …tetiba nak back off… tak berbaloi… Lucky thing also Andal has selected me to be the Emcee. So at 1st I thought okey la …lega sikit not so bad but after dat she did mention I have to tell why did I joined the class and wht did it benefit me .. So …not all that easy. But I guess challenging la , at least I could use it for my future events.
One day before the graduation, was doing the preparation and the graduation was suppose to be a small gathering among us and suddenly questions after questions … Is Mr. President attending … who else attending … and after 5.30pm received an email … Mr. President is attending followed by our Executive Director, Corporate Services & Group. Human Capital and there you go …. From a small celebration it turns out to be a Protocol thingy!
Early morning 20th August, double checked and make sure everything will be in order dis afternoon. Okey all guest arrived at The Centrum training Room @3pm. VIP walked in 15mins later. Everything went on well … 8participants gave their speeches. o key la overall … Ada yang masih macam Mind Your language Class ..LOL…. Jangan marah ye ..but funla . Among us dah ada dat bounding.
Thank goodness my FGS was available on dat day to come all the way to take photographs. So nice of her… We also bragged her to Nasi bubur and life after dat. …. Sing a long time …..
We had planned to go for Nasi Bubur dat evening …all were looking forward to “SURAYA” KGB our favourite spot for nasi bubur and also the Manggo sticky rice dessert.. But unfortunately it was closed. HAMPA.So, second option we went to JOHAN … hahahaha.. also closed. Gosh… what a day …I think they must be preparing to SAMBUT RAMADHAN… anyways … probably some other time. We ended up in this not so nice place called NURI SEAFOOD …we still ordered Nasi Bubur berlauk but we’re just not happy bout the taste cos we’ve had better and all so looking forward to Suraya.Hmmm…
It was about to rain heavily … Jewel ( Intan ) suggested we go KARAOKE …. Lalalala.a…. hmmm…. I was up to it but only if they went to AEON AU2 so the Gals agreed… we went karaoke…ing … I still believe … yg tak bole bela tu … Angin bayu membawa diriku …..Wakakakaa….. Haruskah kita mencari … yg paling funny tu … lagu Bon Jovi pun ada yg nyanyi … Okey la bak kata Jewel … sebelum puasa ni kan … hehehee
We called it a nite at about 10pm just after the rain stopped.

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Hadeeja Cafe - Kek Lapis Sarawak

2009-07-26T22:00:00.005+08:00

Tnx to Mr. President who assigned me to take a look at Hadeeja Cafe Ukay Perdana for our next coming event. The restorant owned by Deja Moss & Anuar Zain . When i had to do this ... 1st thing caME to mind was my FGS ( Fairy God Sista ). Alhamdullilah she agreed to take me thr even though she was down with flu... We 1st got lost for a while till i called Andy the restorant mgr... n he directed us thr. We were actually round the corner but we missed the restorant cos the sign was not up yet.Nice cafe.. i like . We ordered the Nasi Ayam hitam ...or something ... Cool ...something different la ... Laksa Sarawak ...so ...so la.... not to my liking ..my FGS said like kuah Jamu .... hehehee... Mee kolok ...Boleh tahan la .. it's something like dried Wantan Noodle...but the Kek Lapis Sarawak ..thumbs up! I'll Rate as 4stars. We tasted the lapis biasa , hati pari, lapis cheese ... and the best was coffee flavor! I wish Hadeeja Cafe a journey to succes!

Moving On ...

2009-07-15T12:05:00.002+08:00

Hye All... rasa cam dah lama tak blog ... Fuhh... "Ma Sakit Ang Ulu ko .." pening pening ... carik rezki lebih untuk keluarga ... kerja ...kerja ...kerja ... How i wish i could just stick to business and quit my 9-5 job. Tu target aku in the next 2-3 years la .. I want out la ... from dat office .... Lama sgt dah ...Like part of the furniture pun... I need to berhijrah...

In life ... sometimes we need to berhijrah .....as the journey continues ... we need changes- Positive changes ...kan.

I want sometime with the kiddo's ... time for myself.... time for business ... time to just lazzzzzz ... quality time with hubby ... all dat la ... lagipun in two years ... Rizq will be in primary One ... and i wanna concentrate on him going to school.

I'm not saying i tak " Bersyukur " dgn apa yg ada skrg ... i know it's not easy without a job these days but all im saying is, it could be better... healthier env..

I know it will Happen in time ... but let's make it happen faster ...
Dah tak motivated langsung nak kerja kat office tu ... boring ah ... ppl don't appriciate your efforts ... all they do is find your weakness.

Salam

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Dulang...

2009-07-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

We are sitted here @ this place called "Dulang" ...in KgB.1st impression... Okey, food here got good variety. But the service is so slow. If they continue to go on like this i think they'll loose the croud. Nak order air pun berjam jam... Ask to wipe the table... they ask us to shift to the next table...alasan...kain lap busuk... boleh gitu...hmmm... tu la dia ... Tempat dah best ... upgrade la service ..k.... Wifi ada... okey la tu ...

Birthdays...

2009-07-13T08:37:00.003+08:00

I actually wrote this on the 1st of July - MA's Birthday !

Okey …now we’re done with all the parties ….

Hubbies birthday also round the corner but x MAJOR Celebration. I’m actually in denial … today is MA’s b’day and I usually call it INCOME TAX Day … Gone to get some flowers for MA yesterday and Dion came to take the flowers go visit MA. I bought a slice of carrot cake for Dion and Cas so dat they have something to eat and share their time with MA.I didn’t go together with them 1st I don’t think I can make it … I’m really feeling EMO rite now and @ work pun …susah nak chow sbb bosses around.

MA, I did Rizq Boy’s 5th birthday and it was your wish. He wore his Barong during cake cutting and Arra came in as his princess. They were so cute.. ( Some may say ...elehhh... like Kampung only ... must have theme party ... ) So what who cares ... not spending your money !

Many did not turn up but it’s okey , yg penting the kids had fun. Thank you Ninang Fyra for the lovely princess cupcakes …it was lovely. Many thanx , to our guest that shared their time with us. Even though it was a busy weekend for many of us but still you guys made time for the kiddo’s party (Appreciate!).

To AimiShaz (Fyra’s fren) who did the princess cupcakes for Arra … Lovely. She loved it!

Lepas ni … nak concentrate puasa dulu later baru fikir pasal yang lain - lain. Kalau ada rezeki lebih my birthday dis year I nak buat Open House hari raya.. .. Mcm tak percaya kan I’ll be 33 in sept & it’s also my 6th wedding anniversary.

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Malaysian thinking or .....

2009-06-21T16:54:00.004+08:00

Why Malaysian’s have this concept...

I’m throwing a party for my kiddo’s, it’s my prerogative who I’m inviting …betul tak ? I don’t understand la … kenapa kalau aku invite … “A” aku kena invite “B” lak … suka hati aku la … mcm orng buat wedding kat hotel ke …tmpt exclusive … it’s expensive … n they won’t invite the entire clan … they’ll just invite the elders kan… nak jaga hati orng sgt ..pocket sendiri yg kopak…

Dis time I had enough… I’m not giving in … I’ll invite who ever I feel like inviting.
Ada a few cousins, nephew & nieces yg ada anak kecik … I nak invite them but … ppl are questioning why them … wht about their mother , father … grandmother …wah…wah…. Ini mcm tauke balak pun bankrupt la … Sebenarnya ..if you are not invited pun what’s the big deal …

I’ve made up my mind … and I’m going with my instinct and with sincerity … I’m inviting them!

Happy 5th Birthday to Rizq & 4th Birthday to Arra !

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Hipokrit City

2009-06-16T10:44:00.002+08:00

Ha …dis is not Restaurant City but Hipokrit City ! Never knew it exists till I actually worked in the political office ( typical ) 9-5am job. I guess these things happen but I never realize cos I believe… when we are honest and sincere we expect others to be to … well dats not what it is … It can really “HURT” when you actually find out that it’s all part of the show ( basically acting je .. ). Not only feeling unsecured to be walking home alone … ( takut kena ragut..ke .. u know desperado dis days )…but also feel the same way about choosing the right circle of friends…scary doh… they not only sleep in your blanket they step you hidup-hidup..! Sometimes I wonder will this meet justice. It’s just like the saying “The poor Get’s poorer… The rich gets richer” …Be it la …work place …relatives this ppl exist okey …reality bites …I know ! Double standard … materialistic …plastic ..u name it … I’ve meet them & still meeting one everyday. Somethings ..ya betul …we say things like “hmm… Nice cake that u baked … Konon nak jaga hati kawan .. Fine with me ” but unbelievable if you start asking a person HOW ARE YOU TODAY ? but at the same time u just walking thru without even stopping and looking in the eye of the person you speaking to … so wht the hack you asking for !!!

I’ll be 33 in sept’ I’ve walked along the walked …. I’ve seen ppl with masked all around me … it’s even worst thn “The Survivor” . When you’re UP they think the world of you …busuk pun boleh jadi wangi … but when you’re DOWN … they avoid you …jgn kata nak call Tanya khabar …kita call to keep in touch …they think we calling to ask for their RM…well,I don’t know if you can take that to the after life…it’s most hurtful if they are related to you ! Sama la … kalau kita ada family members yg terjebak dgn drugs ke …. We stay away …avoid them …look at them so JIJIK …. So wht do you think orng kt luar fikir pasal orng ni ? Patut kita family … we are supposed to be the strength to help one another bukan KUTUK lagi …. Ni tak … DAh jatuh …DI timpa pulak ! I’m sorry … I always have this feeling that a family should always be able to sit , pray, laugh , cry together share all the memorable occasions …but when dah ada conflict of interest … it’s SAD la … tu la … jangan kata The BIG PICTURE … sedangkan our siblings pun belum tentu suma suka makan IKAN ! When ppl asked me “How many siblings do you have” reaction “ WOW …. Ramainya.. Yup reality! But when it comes to understanding 3 out of 8 pun belum tentu…I believe kalau ada siblings aku yg baca ni pun …muka dah herot berot… well.. aftr MA passaway it became even worst …We can hardly agree on one color.R.E.S.P.E.C.T yg MA ajar suma da TER… KUBUR! Lessons learn! I will only stand by my promise to MA selagi mampu …I hope with all this It will help me sharpen the saw … and continue my Journey as A GOOD WIFE & BE THE BEST MOTHER to the kiddo’s .. .

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Sun Set to Sun Rise

2009-06-10T11:26:00.000+08:00

Funny, how the journey moves in a circle from sunset to sunrise. As I remember my yester years, Sun set’s in and I’m ready to paint the town “RED”. That’s what days were like…hmm… How Sky was the limit for me ..as my bro Don says : “For you Nie Sky is the Limit” well… Those days are gone. ..
All that’s left is just memories …. Some I’d like to remember …some I’d like to erase (if there’s a special eraser …hahahah..) some better left unsaid. Something’s that I’m passionate about ( like singing ) I miss the stage once in awhile but if I have to choose life rite now I’d rather be with “RIRAZIRA” .
I must say, this journey is rarely different from the other routes… (I guess) everyone has their own share and this is my path. I Thank GOD for loving me …and giving me the opportunity to live again!
9th February 1999 I was born again in the name of ISLAM …. It was the time I saw everything PURE & SIMPLE. Having my BONDA & Fairy God Father witness my destiny of FAITH is one of my momentous experiences of my life…
I am happy and proud I made the right pronouncement. One step at the time … A few little baby steps … and I fell of course! Like wearing the TUDUNG … I drastically made the decision to wear the TUDUNG and found that I was not ready… so I seek to understand than to be understood .Now I made my vows and I’ll stand by it.
Now im saying ALOHA to sunrise … and goodnite to sunset ! It’s totally a different culture rite now( PPL Say : When in ROME…do what the roman’s do … ) First was a bit hard to adapt bangun pagi all dat but I needed the change so paksa la …Okey … new environment … meet new faces … walk the different path…. It’s reality of life … in the broad day light… it’s not easy .. but it’s the journey ….
The time has arrive, sounds of The KOMPANG … ke pak …ke bum…ke pah ke bum…ceh… See I told ya...God Loves me … funny how the journey had to take the long way…no highway or express MRR 2… Faith was right in front of my nose just round the city (KgB lagi.. ) ha ..so hari raya bolah balik kampung …mana? Kampung Baru !( So far ..hehehe…. ) The man of my life… the person who I choose to live with and continue this journey…
We settled down in 2003 … and look what life has to offer us … We definitely took the express way . .. We not wasting any more time …We are blessed with four adorable kiddo’s and The Journey continues …..

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Time flies ...

2009-06-05T15:07:00.002+08:00

It’s funny how a cup of coffee can change your view or even make your day!
Yup ..yup.. I certainly feel incomplete without having a cup in the morning.

Woh .. time flies … each days passes so quickly until I didn’t even notice … my son Rizq is about to turn five this coming 21st june. My late mom has always reminded me to celebrate birthdays …be it the 1st 5th 12th 16th 21st and personally i choose 33rd 40th( For men ) woman don’t usually wanna celebrate 40th b’day BIG ..kan..kan…hahaha…
Then the BIG 50th 55th 64th 72nd 77th and every year of 80’s if we ever get there …insyallah… with good health. Amin.

Well, Rizq wants to have his frens over for his birthday with a BEN 10 concept …haa.. typical boys… thingy . I’m not approving anything yet , I’m tired of organizing parties at the moment but when I think of Ma I just don’t have the heart to not celebrate the occasion .He also wants to move in his own room now.I guess i got to let GO a few things now .He is such a big boy, he is so matured, takes care of his siblings, clean his play room, calls me up every once in awhile …report …report … what happened during the day … thinking of those sleepless nite’s , time he had chicken pox WOW…that was tough and how I cried looking at him barring the pain …funny how a “Mickey balloon” worked to ease his pain ! Rizq, went to a playschool when he was 3++ so cute at that time. We took him for “Open Day” 3different play schools … o...boy I must say... He knew where to call home and make himself comfortable. 5years seems too fast, my prince became a KUYA when he actually turns 1year one week and so on …year after year …siblings after siblings..wakakkaa…

MOHD RIZQ HAIKAL BIN MOHD FARID - 21st JUNE 2004

GAVE ME A NEW TITLE ...& THE JOURNEY CONTINUES...

2009-06-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

Queen of my heart

2009-06-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up and finally found that I couldn’t hear your voice, touch your hand or be in your arms ….
I have realized it is the voice of the angel. I must be strong now I mustn’t break down. I have lost a listener the shelter of all times! You own the strongest strength one can have. Yes Ma, You really did!
You are the queen of my heart! I Miss you so so much. It’s indescribable feeling (Only God Knows).
You’ll never know, until you lose them. Cherish every moment you have with the one you love.

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